I'm sure you know this already, but when you don't feel good it's nearly impossible to get anything done. And pretty much all you can think about is feeling better. On top of still having These Damned Hives, I caught the flu. But I had a flu shot last October! So, maybe I caught a cold and a stomach virus at the same time or something. All I know is I've been one sick puppy and I've felt like the absolute worst thing you could scrape off the bottom of your shoe. My house is a wreck, I have plants that need planting, and it's a good thing I don't have an appetite because I don't think I could even cook for myself right now. My routine over the last three days is: sleep, wake up to pee, take even more drugs, cry for awhile, and go back to sleep.
Geez. I hate to whine. A friend told me today that I don't complain enough, so I thought maybe I'd give it a try and see if it helps. There's certainly a huge lesson for me in all this. I hope it reveals itself soon!!
Okay. Back to bed now. Lola has been enjoying all this snuggle time.
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For what it's worth, in the grief workshops I attended they taught me that grief can express itself as physical afflictions. Your current conditions may be a reflection of your grief. When I lost the hearing in my left ear, Hugh asked me what it was that I didn't want to hear. And I answered, "the cancer has returned" for LaVerne. Your name is still on the prayer wall at Jubilee! and will stay there for a while. I do hope you recover soon.
Oh I do hope you are feeling better! Your kitty is just too cute. I love the face markings.
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